Title:  Drive Year:  2019 Starring:   Angela White, Manuel Ferrara, Maitland Ward, Ivy Labelle Director:  Kayden Kross Synopsis:  Angela displays perfect execution in all aspects of her life until a chance encounter with a stranger makes her to face off against her own sexuality. - Via AdultDVDEmpire.com Lilith's Notes:  It won for Best Sex Scene in a Feature Movie and Best Actress at 2020 XBIZ Awards. "You won't stop me. I won't stop you, either." I was not looking forward to this film. There is no reason a porno has to be over three hours long. I thought maybe Teenage Lesbian  would be the exception that proves the rule. To begin, the main character, Angela (Angela White), ventures into a fortune teller's space and is told a bunch of things, including that she's never had an orgasm. Offended, she tries to leave but the fortune teller (Maitland Ward) forces her to sit down on a hand mirror and look at herself while Maitland strokes her.

Title:  Captain Marvel XXX Year:  2019 Starring:  Kenzie Taylor, Aubrey Kate, Ana Foxxx, Seth Gamble, Tyler Knight Director:  Axel Braun Synopsis:   While working on a mission, Vers aka Captain Marvel is abducted and used by two Skrulls. Vers escapes and after leaving the Skrulls ship in an escape pod, crash lands on Earth. - Via IMDB.com Lilith's Notes:  It's up for Feature Movie of the Year. As I write this, this film has won best Art Direction and Best SFX at the 2020 XBIZ Awards. "Oh yeah, give me that supreme intelligence"  Do you ever have that feeling when you know something is not for you? For example: have you ever gone to McDonald's, saw the Play Place, and decided "That's not for me." Or have you ever been to a poetry slam and after the third poem, your fingers sore from snapping, you realize "This isn't for me." Have you ever been to a bar with a live band, saw the drum kit, and instinctively know "Ye

Title:  Lost Love Year:  2019 Starring:  Jessica Drake, Penny Pax, Kira Noir, Small Hands, Ryan Driller Director:  Brad Armstrong Synopsis:   Beth is blindsided by the death of her husband. Heartbroken and searching for answers, she joins a grief counseling group where she begins to bond with others who are dealing with their own loss.  -Via AdultEmpire.com Lilith's Notes:  It's nominated for XBIZ Film of The Year "Miss me already?" I've never lost a significant other due to death, but I've watched my mother struggle after the death of my father. I've watched one grandparent whither away after the death of their spouse. I've had uncles who die months after the deaths of their wives. I imagine losing the love of your life is one of the most difficult things we can endure. I was hoping to feel some of that desperate loss in this film. Sets a good mood. First off, I like how the movie starts just before the funeral. We're never to

This month, Lilith is going to watch recent porn that is nominated for XBIZ and AVN awards. There is no official title for this month, but that's what we're doing. Be current with me! Title:  Teenage Lesbian Year:  2019 Starring:  Kristen Scott, Kenna James, Aidra Fox, Kendra Spade Director:  Bree Mills Synopsis:   Set in the 1990s and told as a series of memories, TEENAGE LESBIAN is an emotional and uplifting look at an 18-year-old's final year of high school as she comes to terms with herself and her homosexuality.  - Via IMDB Lilith's Notes:  It is up for several XBIZ and AVN awards. "Yeah you wish you got as much pussy as they do,  fucker!" I'm not sure if I have the optics to write about this movie. It's not exactly for  me, you know? I'm a straight girl who grew up in the 90s. Everyone around me was exploring or questioning their sexuality, but I was always straight. Even so, I've always had an appreciation of the female for