Title:  Fantasex Year:  1976 Starring:  Jeffrey Hurst, Terri Hall, Jennifer Jordan Director:  Roberta Findlay, Cecil Howard Synopsis:   A shy, sex-obsessed young man and a plain young woman both work for a publisher of dirty books. When they get tired of being pushed around at work, they turn to violence against their employer and his secretary to get revenge. - Via IMDB. Lilith's Notes:   It was co-directed by a woman director and features Terri Hall. "My whole body shook as I emptied my cargo."   Bernard, played by Jeffrey Hurst, is a nebbish editor or slush-reader at a publisher of dirty novels. He secretly crushes on his co-worker Jane, played by Terri Hall. He's pushed around by his boss, and at home he endures and overbearing mother. His only escape are the dark, sexual fantasies in his mind.    I picked this because, hey, I like dirty books. I read dirty books. I write dirty books. This plot could be fun. The protagonist is a reader for a publishe

Title:  Safe Word Year:  2020 Starring:  Mona Wales, Mickey Mod, Nina Hartley Director:  Erika Lust Synopsis:  Christie is an uptight theatre director who embarks on an unexpected journey into the world of BDSM when a new neighbour, Mickey Mod, moves in to her building and sparks a dormant desire within her. - Via Lust Cinema Lilith's Notes: It's nominated for AVN Best BDSM Movie or Anthology, and several XBIZ awards including Feature Movie of the Year. It won XBIZ Best Screenplay award. "I want to book you." I have never agreed with the philosophy that one must love themselves before they can love another person, or expect to be able to be loved. I am a fucking mess. Everybody is in one way or another. In my case, there are things about me that I can never change, and will never love, and the people who love me see beyond those bullshit things anyway. Because they are a part of me, and no amount of self-love will change that. Lucky for me, I honed